2003-10-11 - 10:29 a.m.
under the velvet skies......
those poor football jocks. those poor poor football jocks. im not really much for school spirit ("oh so you wear all black and listen to punk rock?"-ben)
but you just have to feel bad when they loose by like 37 points to a team who hasnt really won that much. mary is going to make gym class hell for me she says and taryn was looking all disipointed in me about not buying a ram tatoo. i wouldve bought one so mary didnt make gym class hell but i gave my money to kassi for fries. (we tent to share money quite often.)
the best part of the day was the walk home. the possy was all all wild with colaborated joy of a three day weekend and the fun we'd have once we got to cheryls house. i love fridays right after school and we're walking home, almost get hit by cars ("dont worry they'll stop"-cheryl). we go home and play the piano for each other and the new parts of the songs we made up. cheryl made her top 10 hottest guys ever list and kassi and i got up to about 8 on ours for guys in the school. i know we're superficial but it was all in good fun right? cheryl couldnt think of anybody so we told her to go get her to do list. heh. then we went to atlanta bread co. where i noticed a lot of side-burned seniers working there. so if youre a lady senier or freshman who likes to go for the older men check out atlanta bread company. and we were even more hyper afterwords. ew and this pervert guy wistled at us while we were walking by the liquor store. well hey what do you expect. cheryl got antsy so we left for landis feilds and heard from a mile away the marching bands duking it out for - i dont know - who could play louder or who had the worst song - i dont know. i saw all the people i know and knew - katie who fucking got herself arrested - dumbass, davinder and zeljko (ohmygosh i cant spell his name anymore. what. a. pity.) and this kid um i think mike who was hanging with emily. hes nice and got cuter (why am i being superficial - i hate it). four of us were just standing in a circle making jokes about cds football team laughing all heh heh - yea......like. i met up with rachel and katie from volleyball - theyre so sweet coming over and finding me - ("you have awsome friends!"-rachel) and katie telling me who she likes. i saw her and dan holding hands later on so im assuming theyre hitched now - (HAH! i saw hitched!)
which brings me to my next point. why is it so easy for some girls? what do guys look for and why dont i have it? i dont want to be like this all hateful and shit. i dont want to want to be a girlfriend. id be really aquward - yea i dont know how to spell that - and wouldnt know what to say....but why is it so easy for girls? damnit i really really hate being like this but sometimes i get so tired of being alone.
i feel bad for jessi. she really really wants me to come to homecoming. well i guess she does because she has begged me for the past THREE LUNCHES. and jeremys not going which i think is really bad. for jessi, because theyre hitched (HAH! i said it again!!) shes making me a list of the reasons why i should go (1. ill kick your ass. 2. liz will kick your ass. 3. itll be fun. 4. ill be there.)(just kidding)
i forget my quote of the day...
the song of the day can be shine on by pink floyd.
