2003-10-14 - 9:24 p.m.
mouse cookies
i love it when it rains. its like someone is crying for all our faults and it make me feel good. i want to dance around in it and lye in the middle of the central dauphin parking lot and let it drip off my hair.
im in a good mind set right now. everything is "just" something or other. (except my friends theyre like life to me.) everything is just. its just a feeling, just some time, just a guy, just a point, anything. it helps if you dont really want to feel anything. ive also been trying to forget time. time is something you cant touch. so how do you really know its there? how do you know that youll die? how do you know that if you believe there is no such thing as time that you wont die? its like you think this is taking forever and later you think it again. and it was a really long time. something like that.
my day was strange. joe said hi to me in the hall again (joes nice im not saying i dont like it - it was surprising). also ashley and i were partners in english (actually i wanted to go with chris and jeremy) but i felt bad leaving her (or anyone) alone. and in math class theres these two boys who are so hilarious and i sit between them so i can hear them all the time. brent asked me if number 6 was contrapositive and i was like no its not on the list. so justin is like yes it is darling its right here. miss bennese yelled at us in this funny voice that made us laugh harder. (it figures that my student number is ONE number off from scott's who has 103. damnit.)
you know what i remembered today? mouse cookies. i love mouse cookies. my mom made them for play group. (this is like when im two or three). they were little dough balls with licorice for tails, a red hot for the nose and two raisens for the eyes. i always ate the tail first. and i remembered another time that someones mom brought in lucky charms (which i love also). today when i told my mom this she told me it was ian price's mom. ian goes to cd, his locker is like across from mine. i see him all the time. i went to pre-pre-school with him. god thats weird. i just looked through the picture books - i couldnt find any pictures of the whole group. too bad. i look in the other ones. i want mouse cookies.
"i need the answers for 1-35." "um b?"
"but whats number 14?"
