2003-10-30 - 8:38 p.m.
pereferal vision crap
after walking around with nita, my brother, over-protective mom, and emily for two hours trickortreating im glad to be at home. i am still in my dad's jeans and my huge lacrosse sweatshirt. i decided that even though im technically too old to trickortreat that i wanted to go anyway and walk around with nita and my lovely date emily. i could so pull off being a guy. except for the fact that i really do trip (off of curbs, on bushes - i just hate it when they jump out at me like that - or on nothing in particular) and i cant spit. yea lets just say im glad no real boys were around at that time. why is it that i can get all the ladies but no guy would ever look at me as more than a friend.
school sucks still. my dad was like "well what would make it better?" and i said "not being there." atleast hes got a sense of humour unlike my mom who tries to go all loving-tv-mom/psycoanilyst on me and tells me that if i dont tell her whats going on she wont know. riiiiite. frau post for one definately does not know enough english to teach german in an english speaking school. i dont think she knows any of the swear words since every five minutes some one erupts with an "DAMNIT! whys this so fucking hard?" and she never explains anything right. while the whole class sits with half puzzled/half high looks on their faces me and russle laugh at the stupidity of it all. i also love ms. bennesse and her whole "teaching"thing she pretends to do. you can so tell she voted against the "no child left behind" policy, since it seems her goal every day is to make us more and more lost in the world of geometery. and i swear she waits until the exact moment that im consumed in a new story idea and totally disapperated from the classroom to call on me. all i hear suddenly is "abby?" as i quickly do the problem in my head, "uuh, i guess its.." by that time she's chosen another victim, moe, who sits next to me. he answers and i thank him for sparing me the pain. "parellel lines are like miss. bennesse's hand and feet they'll never touch." -brent
some people really annoy me at lunch. for one - ben. he needs to freaking listen to people. he tries to take my shoes and was going to kill my sweat pants that i desperately need for gym class. i was talking really cold and deathly quiet to him "ben. let. them. go. now." while jess is all, "ooh ben - abby's gonna kick your ass!!!!!" i had to kick him you-know-where - which i try to avoid since i kind of find it as an advantage to us girls and i like to fight fair. but hey. you do what you have to do. then theres these dumbass preps who have to be the most god awful people in the scool. the majority of them are very nice looking. some girls never look pass that. me i can tell just by watching them. the-american-eagle-wearing-soccer-playing-poser-led-zepplin-dont-even-know-three-songs-by-them-long-haired-only-because-its-"in"-right-now-and-everyone-else-did-it-dumbass-preps. they need to fucking pull their pants off. they annoy the crap out of me. i cant stand that all the popular good looking guys are such dumbasses. im never going to find the right mix. most people have atleast had their first boyfriend/girlfriend by now. or their first kiss. me? no such luck. jess thinks its hard to believe and i have like three people wanting to be the host of "lets find abby a date" the newest reality/comedy show. it went on hi-aitis its first season because of the lack of participation.
song of the day is 'As You Sleep' by none other that the wonderful and down to earth Something Corporate.
quote - " haveing two eyes is so overrated"-sarah yea who really needs that pereferal vision crap anyway?
