2004-02-16 - 8:26 p.m.
the times were always just as good as they ever were i guess.
man i give up. i fucking give up. let me tell you. highschool doesnt kick ass it kicks you in the ass. hard. and it hurts like hell.
yea i think i have an attention deficite disorder. german isnt any better the second time around and as the looks go im thinking for a third time around its gonna suck just as much. frau bitched at me today since i was drawing in class again. hey some people need to doodle to pay attention.
thats my alibi.
i need to find somewhere to go. or work. or something. preferably something like with art or music or anything right brained oriented (because you know. my left brain is on autopiloet most of the time. or wishing it could be my right brain and do some fun artistic stuff.).
man everytime we start over it just starts going downhill.
"something that means nothing, means everything sometimes." - lively.
