2004-02-26 - 9:31 p.m.
wonderwall
well screw the schools computers. i updated during computer app and it didnt go through. damn them. i had this great entry about how i taked to cheryl and andrew and how it was great. but i honestly don't feel like going into it all again.
i had this awsome dream last night. it was really long and involved but the rememberable part went something along the lines of...
me and some of the people at our school (including this girl katie keller and this random kid who has sexy hair that i've seen in the hallway) were marching...not like army marching...walking as prisoners..kind of like the baton death march if you know what that is. we were walking along this dirt path in the middle of vast nothingness and all the sudden everyone sees this house up ahead. its a house, with rooms and furnishing, but the walls are crumbled and thats where we're going to live. after realizing that they all just start running. this emense feeling of liberation comes over everyone and i start running along with the kid with sexy hair. i get tired though since the run is really long. so i wrap my arms around his neck and he carries me the rest of the way to the house. once we get there we colapse like everyone else inside the doorway. my arm is under his legs and we're lying there out of breath, laughing and liberated. i want to stay there forever because i feel so happy and calm and i wrap my other arm around his legs so he wont go away. then im not sure if he says to me that hes not going anywhere or its one of those telapathic message things you get in dreams but i knew it was true.
you know it wasnt the dream itself. it was the feeling of elated happiness. it was nice to have that.
it kind of half reminds me of the early novembers half of konstantine. im not sure why...something about the feeling i get when i listen to them. or play konstantine. im learning how to sing while im playing it. im going to do it.
i wore my awsome pink floyd shirt today. frau kept going "pink floyd? but your shirts blue!" and this kid in the hallway ive never seen apparently read the back and was all "wish you were here!" and nodded at me.
"Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now...I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall" -oasis
love that song.
