2004-04-09 - 10:45 p.m.
times like these are memories
i was thinking about my house today. and thinking about what people notice when they come here. see i never notice anything, its just there. and if theres something new then it looks out of place until i see it for awhile. theres this one step i always skip in the hallway. i think it had something to do with the fact that it doesnt have a design on it. so whenever they put the carpet in (i was like 6) i started skipping it. and i still do. and probably always will. i hate how standard our house is though. its got this fake-lived-in-feeling like "oh we live here - see? we have candles." like we try to pretend its homey, even though its not. we even have an americana bathroom. so what now. i do like my room. with my band posters and starry night and abbey road. i put bird seed in the window box.
everyone on staff and decides to show up came over tonight for a "staff meeting". i love these people so much and i feel so priveledged to know them. and have them talk to me. we ate outside until everyone got cold. then we listened to all this music ( i found out whose coming to warped tour NO good charlette AND NO simple plan. plus STORY OF THE YEAR). it was awsome to hear cheryl play the piano and ian play the bass and them look at each other like theyre so proud to be with the other. liz sang konstantine and chad tried to learn how to play hurricane. i hope everyone had a good time. im lucky i know people like this...
