2004-04-21 - 11:58 a.m.
conformity
i was reading the perks of being a wallflower again for the second time last night. and started crying. its so beautiful and touches on all the bases of highschool. conformity, jocks, football games, the underestemated. being alone. i feel as though someone feels the same as me, even though its just a character in the book.
its really too bad. this eating thing. such a pain in the ass. and as dumb or stupid that sounds - honestly - wouldn't you rather be in the art room? andrew asked if i was coming and i said no because im hungary. that kid is so cool.
my brother bought rope and made a rope swing in the back yard. my mom says it make us look like a real country home. i told her that country homes dont cut branches off their trees.
sometimes when im a smartass she just tells me to "watch it".
cheryl held my hand this morning all the way down the hall and ian said that the school may start thinking its weird that two girls are holding hands. "wait. this school? conformity? in this school? no. no way." i said.
incidentally, earth day is tommorrow and i am going to wear flowers in my hair.
